neoputa:

i need a stop sign so that i can hold it in front of people that i dislike when they speak to me

(via ive-got-war-in-my-mind-deactiva)

A lot of people ask me; What’s so bad about your life Madie?

Yeah, I may have a loving family and friends who are there for me.
But theres more to it.

I’m sick, problem is that no-one knows why I’m sick.
Not me, my mum or my doctors.
And it really sucks seriously.

I get constant back pain, chest pains, sore arms and legs, headaches that never go away and sometimes I get abdominal pain as well as weakness, heavy-feeling in my arms and sometimes memory-loss.

It’s frustrating, literally.

It all started in 2008 with chest pains and back pains… then over the years, all these other pains and aches comes along.

Also… I have Klippel-Feil Syndrome, Hearing Loss, Scoliosis and Synkinesia.
I try to not let it get to me, but sometimes I just feel like giving up… 

It’s so bad that I can’t even attend school anymore and it gets very lonesome.

So tell me, do you still think my life is great?

-Madie

xx